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If i died tomorrow i would want everyone to know.... [07 Feb 2006|09:44pm] I like joey i've had a crush on matt walker since mini town I have never kissed anyone I love god I think its wrong that whores get guys in high school When i hear about people i used to be friends with drinking and doing drugs it hurts my heart hugs make my life smile I'm good at speech if i work at it My truest friends are Brooklyn and mattie. I love to make people laugh I'm really self-conscious sometimes When i'm being really loud and annoying its because i'm afraid People scare me I want to make a difference in this world I want to be a lawyer I want to be an interior designer I think Jordan Garcia is really cute I really dispise fake people I hate people who talk behind other peoples backs I hate myself because i do the second thing i just listed I've never had a date to a dance To any guy who's ever made a girl cry: you won't even remember what you said but you scarred that girl for life. be nice. its honestly not that hard To any guy whos never had a girlfriend because they're so nice they're considered a friend: Wait it out. You'll find a girl who likes you for who you are and it will be the most amazing person you've ever met. I love to flirt I love to help people out. Call me at any time of the day or night. I will always help you. I will always be there. I have yet to find someone like that for me. I hate to listen to people complain all the time I hate dancers. They are bitchy. Not all of them. most of them If i honestly hate you please don't push things with me. I have a good reason I like older guys I wish i wasn't so shy I wish that i could be myself around certain people I like Cody Vanderworker I lovee being liked by people I wish i was more outgoing I'm really smart. just lazy The computer rules my life i hate it I wish that people would just be themselves But most of all I had a fantastic life with amazing friends mostly and i could not be happier with almost all of the choices i've made over my 15 years. soo i just wanted to get some of that out in the open.... yeah.... 1+ | 2 cents

[05 Feb 2006|09:30pm] I'm so lonely I honestly don't see why i've never had a boyfriend.... am i really that bad?? it hurts. valentines day is only happy for those who have a valentine. 6+ | 2 cents

[02 Feb 2006|07:20pm] Lesson: I've been hearing a few stories recently and they all made me think..... heres the lesson that i've learnd Never screw your friends over for the opposite sex never lie to your friends to get a guy/girl never steal your friends girlfriend/boyfriend Think about it how long do boyfriends/girlfriends last?? a week? a month? 4 months?? maybe more than a year?? Unless you get married to the person you like right now its not worth it any person who is worth screwing your friends over for isn't worth anything in the end your friends are still going to be there the guy/girl is not.... =] thats my lesson learnedd 2 cents

pleaseeee [29 Jan 2006|05:55pm] Huge favor of everyone i've known for a long time: I am looking for pictures you have of us from 7th grade down. Younger = much better. Don't ask what i'm going to do with them. Its a suprise. Put your name on the back of your pictures and i will give them back to you promise. Only put a recent picture if you're like "OMG THIS IS AMAZING!!!!" Please do this. You can give me the pictures at school or if i don't see you very often im me and i will give you my address or arrange something. YOU WILL GET YOUR PICTURES BACK and YOU WILL GET WHAT I AM DOING WITH THEM like i'll give it to you. So please please please do this okay?? 2 cents

[29 Jan 2006|02:06pm] I had a dream last nightt and i was making out with someone and i can't remember who.... if it was you could you tell me??? heeh thanksssss 2 cents

[25 Jan 2006|06:00pm] I am not a nice person

[19 Jan 2006|10:14pm] I don't have a boyfriend because i like good looking guys who are well liked and too old for me. The reason i like guys who are good looking, well liked, and too old for me is because i want to like guys i can't have. The reason i want to like guys i can't have is because i am afraid to get hurt. i'm afraid to get hurt because of every single comment a guy has ever made to me for my looks or personality. joking or not. I fall for fake guys, guys who have girlfrieds, guys who i don't know, guys whos faces have only graced me through pictures, guys who brush past me in the hallways, guys who i see waiting in line at lunch. I set myself up for failure and when i get hurt i tell them that i expected it and not to worry. I expect my relationships to go nowhere because they never have. So i feel like if i fall for a guy who i know i can't have then i can't get hurt. It doesn't really work. I really wish i could stop looking for a guy. I want to find someone who has a great personality, is alright looking, and is really funny, knows how to treat a girl, calls me because he can't stand another second without hearing my voice, who comes up behind me and wraps his arms around my waist just so he can hold me, i want a guy who won't preassure me into doing anything, who doesn't care that i suck at relationships, who tells his friends that he is so lucky, who doesn't care that i'm so busy that i hardly have time to sleep, that will hang out with me at any chance he gets because every second he spends away from me kills another part of him, i want a guy who doesn't look for sex constantly, i want a guy who will take me to dances and meet my parents and hang out at my house, i want a guy who will kiss me all the time because my lips are the only two things he thinks about, i want a guy who can't focus in class because hes so infatuated with me that he just writes me notes, i want a guy whos smart and strong enuogh to hold me when the world is so harsh that i just can't handle it anymore. I want a guy whos a good person and is respectful of everyone but has a bad side. I want a guy who likes my friends and who thinks the stupid things that slip out of my mouth are cute. I want a guy who doesnt go out every friday and saturday and get so drunk that they cant remember what they did the next morning. I want a guy that suprises me every day with how amazing he is and i know that this is the most unreasonable person ever but if i find him i'm not going to let go... 1+ | 2 cents

[07 Jan 2006|10:29pm] i can't even put into words how i've been feeling lately i'll try love life = sucks speech = soo hard social life = non existant I'm kind of sick of my life.... I have no love life. like...ughh i give up looking for a guy cuz i can't seem to find anyone...sooo i don't even wanna try anymore speech is so insanely stressful. I feel like i'm not good. NO matter how many people tell me that i have talent i still feel like i'm not good. I need confidence. ughh. :( So i don't know what to doo...Something inside me wants to prove to domo that i can be good. I really want to prove that i have the work ethic to get good. So i'm going to work my ass off the next 4 days and make my piece as good as i can possibly get it to be.... I have nooo social life. i went out on friday and just realized that i don't fit in anywhere....I had such an awful time and i dunno....I hate the computer i hate it so much I want my social life back but..i guess i have no friends?? i dunno.... my life is weird and i'm updating at a bad time.. 6+ | 2 cents

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